The only good thing that comes from a certain strong icky feeling is that it actually brings an image to mind. I was thinking about how stupid I feel whilst socializing, and I pictured a goblin eating at a table of prim and proper folks. They would all be looking at him with disgust while he sheepishly stared at the mess he'd made. But then when I sat to draw, it turned into this.
For some reason they are all oblivious of him, and he is comfortable and enjoying his messy meal. It is a relief.